it’s pain i feel inside.
unspoken and indescribable.
i can’t move, it will hurt me so much.
but if i stay, it’s not fair for me to feel it inside.
no one understand.
no. i’m the one who doesn’t understand.
i don’t understand why this happening to me.
am i doing something fault?
am i not worth it enough to feel that?
to have that?
so much question in my mind.
but i can’t even find any word to spell it.
how long it will take?
cos i’m tired telling people that i’m fine.
i’m not fine! i’m hurting! i’m mad! i’m in pain!
and i’m bleeding!
oh this constant pain…